A Poem: Whole

I tried to put the key in my head to unlock the life I long for. Then someone told me  it doesn’t go there  but goes right in the middle  of my sternum  where my heart lives alongside the life of a little girl  who used to be curious full of adventure and fearless  as … More A Poem: Whole

To See & Be Seen

My deepest longing and most tender pain point is the desire to be seen. I mean, seen. I want the right people to notice when I’m wearing a mask and that I’m leaking out, even when I don’t realize it myself. I know this longing very well, and yet I still hide myself away behind … More To See & Be Seen

On Neediness

I know I’m needy before I even come awake to it, but I only come awake because of its deep, isolated, long-ignored ache right smack in the middle of my chest. It feels like what a small puppy looks like sitting on the side of the road in the rain, alone. I almost can’t even … More On Neediness

My Peace I Give to You

I am one who is always pining for perfection: in body, soul, relationships, etc. This is usually a subconscious motive or end goal I always have churning in the back of my mind. I’m very unaware of it until it’s so obviously bursting at the seams again. I can’t escape it, this deep, intrinsic longing … More My Peace I Give to You